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Tonight I had to work late to do a presentation for a group of students who just returned this semester after spending a semester studying abroad in London. The talk was fast and I enjoyed it, but I still feel the pressure of trying to figure out how to keep my focus on being Hannah's mom while I'm working full time and going to school. I have felt the occasional pang from time to time, have in the past been able to press on, I just feel like I'm short changing her these days.

I think a lot of it just comes from knowing that she relishes her time with Keith while I'm away. I know she's having fun with L and his mom, but I also feel like that's not their job, it's my job. I am so incredibly grateful for his mom and for her willingness to help out like she does, I honestly don't know what I would have done if she hadn't offered, what I would have had to juggle even more if she weren't able...

Add to the blues from the present set up the fact that I can't sleep as well while Keith's away, I am still reeling from the changes to my class schedule, and I am frustrated with the way the semester started, and I know I'm just ticking down to the moment when I fly off the handle or go off the deep end. I keep trying to remind myself that God is in control and that He has led me to this for a reason.

I need to begin working on a genogram of my family of origin for my Marriage and Family class. THAT should be an interesting endeavor.