The mom who used to do it all

I'm feeling very conflicted this evening. Keith's away in South Florida tonight through late on Thurs. and I'm here with Hannah. I'm feeling stressed because Mon and Wed I have class and then on Tues I have a dinner presentation to do at work. All three of those nights, "L's" mom has offered to take care of her. I am just feeling the guilt. Here are three days that Hannah and I could be doing fun mom-daughter stuff, and I'm having to be gone late every night. I will barely see her during waking hours. The only "good" thing is the dinner on Tues won't run past 7, so I should still make it home by 7:30 and can get dinner with her.

I am deep into my Marriage and Family counseling textbook now and I am realizing that that is definitely the area of practice I want to go into. It makes my other classes being cancelled a little more frustrating. Since I haven't heard back from my Counseling in the School System professor and will be coming up on week 3, I am going to talk to my advisor tomorrow night and possibly drop the class and just take one this semester. Keith is leaving again the first and third weeks of Feb. leaving me with Hannah and the same situation I have now, more or less. These upcoming weeks, I just seem to have more on my plate with the job fair, Keith's work schedule, the big senior networking dinner/etiquette dinner we are doing... Not to mention the class doesn't really appeal to me and I haven't heard a word from the professor yet. The only downside is that this would most likely mean I would need to take a class during the summer to stay on schedule for graduation. Ick. I dunno. I will talk to my advisor tomorrow.